_Reading Evolution_

question...I ask thee the question.
Why is that when I try think I feel more than I think. and that I have been trying to understand why I haven't been dreaming those dreams that mean to make me get there but rather stuff that makes nonsensical beings.
For that reason of course am scared and confused as how to treat myself. Self deflection and harm isn't getting me anywhere and all I feel is human as human can be.
Steve Irwin